What do I do about next Tuesday? I want to go, I want to be part of that all. However, I feel like I should put that part of life behind me. I wish K. would truly be interested in knowing my thoughts.
I feel it has taken me a long time to accept my talent, believe in my talent and be proud of it. I want to use my talent now! I don't want to waste it. I feel that time spent at activities ignoring my talents are wasteful.
I began writing this post yesterday, and today I find myself, knocked back down, questioning my talent, my purpose. I wish you were here to help me sort my life out. To pick up the pieces of my life that are being slowly chipped away.
Miss you GB. I love you.
~Your daughter, Claire
